Hi There! Long time no see! sooo .. well I solved the synth problem (yeeyy.). Spent a day at GOZO (a remote island in the far WEST! lofl). Anyways this week I’ll be going back there for a WEEKEND (yeeyy!). hehe anyways : PICTURES!!!
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Got my room “refurbished”|”enhanced”|”altered”|”painted (new color!)”. Well I spent last week on my Room … now I have enough room to perform a Broadway musical! (yeeyy.). Oh and … my pc’s dead, caput, alla m’amlu, mort, morto, R.I.P. BUT … got a NEW one wiiiiii!! the joy! Looking forward for new Brit music … haven’t heard one in a while … even though that’s not my type of music … but i used to like here when I was 10, 11 or so … just a habit I guess … HOWEVER she’s great – I like her .
Sound: Slave for You (Rock Version) – Britney Spears
Mood: Not Bad
State: Sick … Again
Appearence: Sleepin’ in Minutes
So after that lousy VMA show … i got sick … for real … I’ve been A WHOLE WEEK at home … and I’m still a little eff’d up. Next week I have a couple, lets-hurry-up-and-get-them-over-chores, like applying for my second year at School and attending a meeting. Nothing interesting actually happened this week. … Haven’t touched a book or wrote anything in weeks … my computer (pc) eff’d up … I hope its okay … let’s pray together my children! (o-kay … those are the pills talking) … anyway … looking forward for a new single from Within Temptation, the New Album from Nightwish … which for all your information I have illegally downloaded and looking forward to buy the original …
BDW the music I intended to put up (my demos that is) … I have news …. My synth is fcukd up … I need MORE time … much MORE time. Good … hope i don’t come up with a poetry album instead of a music album … lyrics alone aren’t always the best.
Omg what were they thinking? this year’s VMAs are LOUSEY … Brit’s comeback performance was boring … I thought it was a joke … :/ sooo disappointed … sound is fucked up performences are like shit …. and for the love of god THEY ARE IN VEGAS … is VEGAS that boring?!??!? :O I’m Shocked….
Okay so its been a while since I last posted, I’ve been SOOO Busy this past month …
…. This month was completely AWEsome … as the bitches say ‘ twas THE month. Weekend at Gozo was totally purrfect … received another 4 results : and I did well! Just received my application form for my second year … still contemplating on what to choose although I have a vague idea of what’s in for me … Spent a lot of great QUALITY time (loll yeah beat that!) with my friends and family. Kinda proud of it ya know.
The search for a job is on again …. not really eager to but i HAVE to if that’s the case. Attempting to record the new album .. hoipefully I get the sound system fixed and all and be don with it.
Well anyway this is it – oh yeah got the new Nightwish Single …. Brilliant!
The new Nightwish video, since ever, is finally streaming and playing. The Amaranth video is great. The new vocalist (Anette) actually dances to the tune. Compared to the previous vocalist (Tarja) who just stood still with no emotion throughout the videos, Anette shows her love and passion towards Nightwish’s music through movement. It clearly show how energetic and enthusiastic she is about singing for the band.
The video is based on the a Finnish painting called ‘The Wounded Angel’ by Hugo Simberg.
For those who haven’t seen it yet this is the video for “While your lips are still red”. The soundtrack of a Finnish movie, and a track which can by found on the Amaranth single.
Aaahh beautiful week end. I had me birthday and for the first time in my life it was Fantastic! (the best in years). Last weekend was just perfect … even though I cut someone out of my life for good … Finally, and was forgotten by certain people; others just welcomed me and all … now I feel Happy!
I watched THE SIMPSONS MOVIE – OMG loflll … t’was hilarious … Spiderpig spiderpig….
This morning I woke up SICK! Cause = Sun + bathing + water + airconditioning + breeze : Cold … but still I’m satisfied an’ all.
Thankyou guys …
I’m so eager to read the final potter book … OHH … and in two weeks time Week-End Holiday. EVIVA!
This WEEK was hactic and great . . . Beer Festival was great – even though the aftermath was quiet drammatic … and than God created the Loo. Football match was decent – sweaty … but decent … blehh…
I haven’t got tha F***in job (*swears in Irish*). Anyway hope the week end turns out to be as great…
Finished the 6 Harry Potty book – went to buy the 7th and last one – it was £10 – MADONNA! …
So … this week passed REALLY fast. On Sat Ienjoyed myself partying out all night! YEEY! Sunday: Got a msg from me friend while I was in dream land – DRESS UP AND HURRY WE’RE LEAVING – we went out: 4 hours straight enjoying the local feast of a godforsaken village; but that’s fine I enjoyed it and than by 4 we were bathing (at last). At 7pm I arrived home – washed, dressed, ate nothing went out again. Left again for another local feast of a not-so-godforsaken town. Didn’t last long anyway I left after 2 hrs.
On Monday had to wake up at 7 30 a.m. … crap, but it was worth it – a day spent exploring heights, slinding in circles, relaxing on rings and hitting big waves. Twas great untill we left … we spent 700hrs trying to get home – f***in diversions … and for what – oh they needed space fire up the fireworks so they diverted half the island’s traffic … yeah that’s reasonable :/.
Anyway on Wednesday I got a phone call for a job interview which Iwill HOPEFULLY attend on Monday at 4! Spent the rest of the week concluding my assignment (FINALLY) and hangin out with a couple of friends … enjoyed it pretty much.
Tomorrow (Saturday): WAKE UP AT 9 …. and leave at 9 …. we’re swimming great. Hopefully the night will be spent partying … I really hope so.
Anyway that’s a week’s blog (in a way) …. Ciao, cya
Let’s get to the point: my life’s miserable at the moment. I get angry continuously and I don’t know why … guess its a phase. I’m sad all the time and the times I free my mind off these thing is when I watch a movie, reading a book or writing. Music helps, but sometimes it gets me thinking and it makes it worse. You can’t talk to anyone, no-one tries to help you, they only try to get over the argument and enjoy their day. Some people just enjoy making you feel miserable and even though I counter attack its just as if I am the bad person in the whole situation. I’m surrounded by self-centred people.
The solution might be to cut certain people out of my life completely – and I so wish to do that – maybe all of them, but for me meeting new people is kind of difficult. I am a shy person to a decent extent – i.e. NOT one of those people who don’t answer back if talked to.
The thing is I’ve been listening to other people’s problems for years now, trying to help them and support them throughout the whole situation, however now that I need someone they’re all gone. No one is there. Its the typical “friend” situation. You need them, and they run away. I don’t want anyone to pity me or something – I think its insulting to pity a person anyway.
I’ve been feeling this thing inside for several years now. I thought I could hide it or keep it inside myself for long enough, but it seems to be taking over me.
I don’t know, guess I’m weird or something. Maybe I am the problem.
So … got from that Potter Movie. I must say its really good even though its pace was REALLY fast. Really loved the ending battles of the movie! Anyway scenarios and all where exactly as I imagined them whilst reading the book. The film had stunning visual and special effects. Hehe don’t know why, but Vodamort (what?! Vodafone?”) … no Voldemort loll against Dumbledore battle looked like a scene from Dragonball Z – Kame – Hame – Dore …. HOWEVER it looked really good.
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